Sitting here at the most peaceful place on earth - coffee shop. I know! It's not that peaceful but when you are working at the corners of your home then you will surely love sitting at other places too - dreaming, imagining and letting go of the thoughts or not required to think at all, right? Yeah! Sometimes, I catch myself spacing out, lost somewhere which I, myself don't know the place either. But I just enjoy this moment when I catch myself lost somewhere because being a mother of two (or three, which includes their daddy) is not that easy. You forgot to take care of yourself, you forgot to even brush your teeth, brush your hair - that's true! You forget about yourself and think about the welfare of those little human beings that are waiting for you and relying their lives on you. Well, that's responsibility! I know. At the age of 21, married my husband and got one kid who just turned 5 last Feb 13 which still gets me emotional because just imagine, my baby boy is now a big boy. Oh, sorry about the !!! but I really feel superb right now with the post punk background music around, it's like I'm writing the story of my life with harmony.
There are a lot of things that happened in my life for the past few months, I gave birth to big baby which almost took all of my strength because I wasn't strong enough to undertake such big challenge in my life. I didn't prepare for my giving birth - how wonderful!
Me and my mom and my brother are friends again. Hopefully, they won't do something stupid again and again and again. I just ask that they'll be good.
Lord, thank you for everything!
